back!back!!

oh my god!my blog has been rotten to death,its been ages since I've updated it.i'm clueless about what to write now..okay!let me update bout what has been happening with me now a days....

#firstly,our colleges are closed for 15 days due to TRS strike.TRS is the name of a political party,which are now fighting for separation of andhra pradesh which caused a lot of agitation.hope,it doesn't happen*fingers crossed*

#my di is now a happily married women...sigh!!that one whole month was really tiring.

#i've been a party of the dad's elections,went on for canvasing door to door but sadly,lost unexpectedly.

#placements were going on in the college and i aint ready with the resume yet.yeyy!now with holidays now,got lots of time :p

thats what i remember till now!!

everything is going smooth..all are busy preparing for the sister's wedding..yes including me,try hard to make my lovely sis's wedding to be perfect.but then don't know why I'm feeling left out..like its only me living in this world,no one to comfort me,like I'm all alone.....why??I'm going nuts!


p.s:miss my blog..will be back soon!!

want my hair back!!

i tried out a new salon today called "manea".i don't know what was going on my mind,i ended up having a hair cut.i desperately wanted to have a long hair and nearly grew it for 8 months but gone in vain:(.now after having a hair cut,i feel eerie!!why do i had to cut my hair just one month before my di's wedding?*slaps on my face*

p.s:i want my hair back!!i hate my new hair cut!

vegetarian!!

mom:stupid girl!i have to separately prepare something for you to eat now.

me:ahh!then stop eating non veg.lets all become vegetarian from now on.

mom:i've been trying to make you eat chicken since 17 years,but i've given up now.you won't change!

me:he he...finally!you've given up!

i stopped eating non veg when i was 3years old.i'm 20 now and its been 17 years since i've become a pure veggie.i don't even remember me eating chicken when i was a kid.and with this vijayadasami,i have this pride to be called as the only vegetarian in my entire family.many people had tried to turn me into a non veggie but that very idea eludes me.

anyways,happy dussehra!!

dandiya

yeyy!!i went to play dandiya last night and had lots of fun dancing on the filmy tunes.i couldn't sing the typical gujrathi folk song so the enthu was bit low.what excited me the most is the chaat which i get to eat at the end:).
i noticed today morning that my whole body was aching like anything and my fingers swollen :( but i'm happy about the calories i burnt yesterday..lol*winks*

p.s:planned to go even today as it was the last day but,its raining very heavily so dropped out that plan.

space

the days have come without you,
passed like as they never came.
evenings has come without you,
which filled my eyes with tears.

I've always wanted you truly.
i have you in my life now, but
I'm unable to get you;
this is what kills me inside.

strange this situation seem;
don't know why this distance;
don't know what time wants;
maybe this is what it wishes for.

oh baby!why this distance between us?
my life is incomplete with you.
can you ease my pain?
what should i do with this space?

missing what?

its a gift to be loved by everyone..i'm showered with lots of care and affection and i'm extremely lucky for having them in my life but,its becomes so hard to maintain that same bond with them.its so difficult to not make them hurt but,sadly they do get hurt and don't blame me even though i'm the reason for it.i'm just not able to give time to everybody,frankly speaking,i don't find time for myself also.but,what bothers me the most is...
why am i not happy?
why do i still feel there is something missing in life?
why do i still hope for something? which i know it isn't possible!
why do i feel that i need something else?
why do i long to feel someone's love???

i don't know when I'm gonna get these answers but,the day when i get the answer to all my questions is the day when I'm completely happy with myself!!

p.s:i need you all!!